Plans Shmans

I have been thinking a lot lately and I have come to realize that thinking and planning usually gets me into trouble. Why can't I just take a hold of something and mold it into exactly what I want? The perfect thing, thought, memory and future event could be shaped into perfection by my agile hands. I have known for a long time that if the world and the people who live in it would just listen to my plans and do what I told them to do, everyone would be a whole heck of a lot happier. These plans that I have always seem perfect in my mind but it's the follow through that trips me up. When an opportunity is dropped into my lap should I take it? The obvious answer is yes. But there is this annoying voice inside my head telling me "it's too easy" "it will never work out" "you don't need help, do it yourself". I have discovered through my stubbornness that if a seemingly perfect plan is starting to unfold in front of me and I did not come up with it, I become uneasy and reject it immediately. My name is Sarah Haskell and I am a commitment phobe. My new found discovery has led me to a new motto. Stop thinking and just roll with it. Seize the day! I will land where I am supposed to land and must remember that perfect plans never start as perfect plans but if you work hard enough and believe in yourself, they turn into something great.